These last few days have been of the heaviest and hardest types.  Tuesday my dad was taken to the local hospital where my folks live, and it became clear that he wasn’t going to be coming home.  After a couple of damaging heart attacks, fluid buildup in his lungs, a bad heart valve and more, the prognosis was given as “day-to-day.”  Today, it was decided that there is nothing more the doctors can do.  His body is shutting down.  As of this moment, he is sleeping with oxygen, a low dose of morphine, and no food or water per his living will.

The Christmas season for some is a difficult one for a home-going.  I can’t think of any season in which it wouldn’t be difficult.  Nonetheless, I find it fitting and even encouraging.

You see my dad led me to the Lord many years ago.  I’m guessing it was about 42 years ago, but to be honest, I don’t know what year it was.  I know approximately where we lived and when we lived there, but it’s too long ago now for me to really be certain about those details.

One thing I do know is Dad had taken me to a church Christmas program recital, and we were driving home in the dark from that recital.  Just Dad and me.  As he drove us home, he began to tell me why Christmas and the coming of Jesus was so important, and that the baby of Bethlehem became the Savior of all mankind.  I remember he asked me if I wanted to pray and ask God to forgive me of my sins and to have Jesus come live in my heart.

I said yes.  I prayed the prayer that Dad led me in as he continued driving in the dark.  The darkness left.  The light came.

Oh what a wonderful Savior who frees us from the darkness of sin and redeems us to live in his marvelous light!

So Dad is moving on soon.  The whole reason for Christmas, the whole reason for Jesus coming is so that we can go and be with Him.  Dad is about to finally rejoice at the sight of his Christmas Savior.  What better time could there be to see Him and to celebrate His coming but in His radiant presence?

I came across this song today.  First in Spanish and then in English.  It’s called “Show Us Christ.”  I love these lyrics that come from Peter’s response so long ago: “Where else can we go Lord?  Where else can we go.  You have the words of eternal life.”

That’s where Dad is going very, very soon.  I’m going there someday too.  I hope you’re going there too.  Do you know Christ as your Savior?  There’s no where else to go, no where else to go; only Jesus has the words of eternal life.

and in Spanish which is even better…


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What’s up? or rather, ¿Qué pasa? Hola, I’m Alan. I’m a missionary living in Mexico. We have a heart for MK Education and so we teach at a local Christian school with MK students as well as nationals and foreign students as well. I occasionally write or have a pic to share with you at my blog, Knowing Your ABCDs, which you can read with a click on the button above. You can read my blog with a click on the button above.
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10 Responses to Meditations

  1. Thank you Alan for this sweet word of love. Your Dad has much cause to be proud of you!
    Praying for you these days.

    Jim and Susan

    Father, I desire that they also whom You gave Me may be with Me where I am, that they may behold My glory which You have given Me; for You loved Me before the foundation of the world.
    John 17:24


  2. Karin Carpenter says:

    Praying for you. It’s been three years since my Dad changed to his eternal address. Miss him terribly, wouldn’t wish him back. Hugs from Tennessee. So glad to hear you rejoice through the tears!


  3. Brad Bridges says:

    Thanks for sharing Alan. We will be praying for your dad, for you, and for your family. His example and legacy is inspiring.


  4. You are in our prayers.

    Dan and Diane


  5. Beth Almack says:

    Praying! My mom started her walk toward heaven on Christmas Day … Thank you for these good words.


  6. mike goodwin says:

    Alan i know even now your dad is still leading persons to christ through his son the same as GOD did through his son.May GOD bless and keep you forever in his graces praying for you and your family.


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  8. Steve says:

    Alan, Thanks for sharing this beautiful tribute to your father. We’ll be thinking of you and your family as you walk the bittersweet road of rejoicing that your father is home while grieving loss. Abundant blessings!



  9. Having death more present this year, some expected, others not. I know somewhat how you feel. It is truly better when we know that person’s destination is with the Lord. My prayer’s are with you and your family.


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